Do i really have no life?
I was so fucking naieve
everyday i have someplace to go after school even if i dont stay after i feel like theres a reason i should.
Then when i get home i do the same thing.
1. Go to the bathroom
2.Eat something (usually a quessidilla)
3.MYSPACE for evah
4. go home
5.procrastonate my homework
i really am horrible at procrastonating but im trying to get better at not doing it.
I think its just the 3rd quarter slump.
It sucks because i know i can do better but sometimes i just fell lazy. Hopefully ill overcome that. Too much after school stress i tell you and still i put more on my plate.
Next year wanna be Key Club Pres andmaybe Anime club prez, if anime club is still around.
T_T i miss those varsity quiz moments
aparently my mom is a choufer now driving justice, nana, reeza, me and my brother around. I should just get my own car and just drive.. very very far.
But that costs money and i cant get a job becausei need to focus on my studies,
Parents dont udersatnd the pressure were in these days. Back then if you graduted it was all good, no thats not enough. Rambling, god its contagious. Your probly not even reading this based on the length. It fells good to write lets things out. My mind is such a wheel.
Did you know Nikki V. is my inspiration?
reading her blogs make me feel like i dont have to bottle things up. I should just leave and go once i turn 18. Maybe i'll not even go to college and just go to trade school to build a non profit organization, maybe even join the peace corps.
Were ever i go i just want to be happy,could University of Berkley be that place?
It'd be cool to go to a real artsy school, haha maybe just leave the country and go to Canada.
Now i should really get to that History project thats due on tues
Then when i get home i do the same thing.
1. Go to the bathroom
2.Eat something (usually a quessidilla)
3.MYSPACE for evah
4. go home
5.procrastonate my homework
i really am horrible at procrastonating but im trying to get better at not doing it.
I think its just the 3rd quarter slump.
It sucks because i know i can do better but sometimes i just fell lazy. Hopefully ill overcome that. Too much after school stress i tell you and still i put more on my plate.
Next year wanna be Key Club Pres andmaybe Anime club prez, if anime club is still around.
T_T i miss those varsity quiz moments
aparently my mom is a choufer now driving justice, nana, reeza, me and my brother around. I should just get my own car and just drive.. very very far.
But that costs money and i cant get a job becausei need to focus on my studies,
Parents dont udersatnd the pressure were in these days. Back then if you graduted it was all good, no thats not enough. Rambling, god its contagious. Your probly not even reading this based on the length. It fells good to write lets things out. My mind is such a wheel.
Did you know Nikki V. is my inspiration?
reading her blogs make me feel like i dont have to bottle things up. I should just leave and go once i turn 18. Maybe i'll not even go to college and just go to trade school to build a non profit organization, maybe even join the peace corps.
Were ever i go i just want to be happy,could University of Berkley be that place?
It'd be cool to go to a real artsy school, haha maybe just leave the country and go to Canada.
Now i should really get to that History project thats due on tues
:{)
bored
blissful
chill
